..and wait...

as i said before, waiting is soooo not my thing, but here i sit ...waiting! it's only been just over a week but i still have minimum of 4 days till i maybe, possibly miss a period, then you've still got to give it a few days to make sure that your body's not just being a bitch and messing with you.

even worse is the fact that with siena, i didn't miss a period, or so i thought (apparently it isn't a real period but something else, your body's first act of revenge i think, or maybe denial), so for two weeks of actually being pregnant i thought i wasn't and went around cursing and swearing under my breath at all the pregnant women who seemed to be parading themselves in front of me, everywhere i went.

so only when i started to feel nauseous the week that i was due to ovulate did it dawn on me to do a test which then showed those glorious 2 pink lines. by then i was 6 weeks. a silent apology to all those pregnant women that i swore about in my head.

so i might get a psuedo period and then have to wait another two weeks before i start getting symptoms. which is gonna drive me insane and probably gonna cost me tons in 'just-in-case' pregnancy tests, 2 for R40 at clicks by the way.

so here i am, still waiting, fighting the urge to do a test just in case, no, i think i'll wait...